Baby spent the night last night and it was all cute and stuff. Today we went out to eat and then came back to my house and just watched tv. I miss my cutie already. My bed smells like him though because whenever he was putting on cologne he sprayed himself near my bed. I am so deeply in love with this boy it’s ridiculous. <3
Three hour tattoo appointment on Saturday, I better get shit done. But it all depends on how much he thinks it’ll cost. I can’t wait.
| Bianca: We could get wings on Thursday. |
| Me: I don't know, Bianca. I want to eat but I don't. |
| Bianca: Yeah, there's something about eating at night. It's because you'll get fat if you just sleep on it. |
| Me: No, like I don't even want to eat during the day. I know that I should eat but I just can't motivate myself enough to eat. |
| Bianca: Estas enamorada. |
| Me: I hate my life. |
| Bianca: Hahaha, have you ever heard that? Like that you won't eat it because you're in love? |
| Me: Yes, I have. |
I’m probably going to try and schedule my little tattoo for Saturday after work, I need to call Jason. This tattoo shouldn’t take more than twenty minutes but right now it’s the one tattoo that will hit home. I’m probably stupid for what I’m going to get but that’s fine in my book. Everyone says that tattoos should have meaning/feeling behind them so I’m putting every little possible thing that I could feel into this one, my heart is going into this tattoo.
| Bianca's Mom: Ay mija, I'm glad you came to see my new place. |
| Me: Hell yeah, I told Bianca to tell you to have that tequila ready. |
| Bianca's Mom: I hear what you're saying, we don't have any. But we can go get some! |
| Me: Haha, maybe next time. |
| Bianca's Mom: Are you sure, mija? |
| Me: Yeah, this is the party pad now, remember? |
| Bianca's Mom: I like the sound of that. |
Going to work puffy-eyed, sad, and with a fever. I can’t fucking wait. Oh and I haven’t eaten all day. Fuck everything.
Hahaha :)
Sometimes I take Bianca for granted but she’s seriously like the only person that I can talk to about things. This girl stayed up until four in the morning with me, just talking about everything that I was feeling. She helped me sort my fucking thoughts and then we talked about what was going on with her. Honestly, I don’t know what I would do without her. I love her and her bun in the oven, haha. :)
Guys, it needs to be Saturday already so that I can see this cutie. God, I miss my boyfriend. I haven’t seen him in almost a week, it’s no fun.
Tomorrow is baby’s only day off until the weekend and I work. :(
That means that I don’t get to see him until Saturday, how lame. At least I’ll see him all weekend though. :)