DOLL UP AND SLEEP WALK

As of lately, I’ve been driving myself crazy. Maybe I just need a friend that I can talk to, I need to stop keeping everything so bottled up. One day I’m just going to breakdown if I keep this up, it’s just hard. I’m happy with my life don’t get me wrong. My boyfriend is perfect, the people I’ve met are pretty amazing, my parents are good to me. I just have so much going on in my head, I can’t take it sometimes. Maybe I’m just stupid for the things that I think but then again maybe I’m not. This is me stressing again, me and stress go hand-in-hand and I hate it. God, I need to get out of this funk. Maybe I do miss my old home, maybe that’s what all of this is about. I sound like a depressed girl right now, I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m not usually like this and it’s making me sick. It doesn’t help that I’m only listening to sad music. Fuck being sad. Fuck stress. Fuck crying. Just fuck everything that I’m feeling right now.